Sitting

I found myself just sitting yesterday morning, and then admonished myself for it. With so much that needs doing, what was I thinking? And, I don’t sit easily. This is part of why I don’t go to movies. I quickly forgave myself for ‘just sitting’ as not only the intensity that was 2017 wandered into my train of thought, but also the last 13-plus years (since my father’s diagnosis). It hasn’t all been a roller coaster ride, but it hasn’t been a cake walk either. Now that mom is safe, it’s ok to just sit now and again.